I´m fallling

well, Today, i realize thet i´m afraid of kan´t make true my dreams, like getting married, or be loved by some good boy, why?, I feel like I´m falling, And I just ´don´t know how 2stay alive, sometimes, I don´t find a good reason to be here, ´kause all what I do, I fuck it up.

Hay vecs en ke un korazn te daña mas, ke un korte

Who I´m?

Well, My name is Jei@, I used 2b a princess, but I let go anna, but my bst frien mia, she´s alwaYs there when I nedd her, when I´m getting fat.
I´m also a Pro SI, thats why the fist was my photos whith a little view of my body, It really helps me to feel, That is something that i learned of my bst friend.

I think I´m a kool girl, and Well, I have a boyfriend, named JeRIa, sometimes i feel like if I where with the best prson I´ll met, but, sometimes I feel so alone.

I love him, really I do, but we have a lot of troubbles, specially in this days.

when I have a fight with my mom, my sister, or my boyfriend, and of kourse when I´m getting fat, There´s when I kall Mir@nda, my bst friend, ans I kall Sahr@ly, and they are always there for me.

I think I feel alone.

My SI

Well I guess that sometimes, I just need to bleed, just like to feel That i´m alive, or perhaphs,

"I need to feel that I kan
feel."

*This is from today, I bleed less then the last one, but I need to feel.

*This pik is from today,(nails) I may be in a big troubble, And All is kaused for my stupid body:

*And this, has like a month, I was really desesperated, Ant the injuries in my hands I make them with needles.